So now, I go back to the drawing board. This weekend I'm taking the time to flesh out all the little things and figure out a way to get my students on board. Come Monday, I'm going to scale everything back and reintroduce and reteach everything from the very basics. I feel like I'm failing at my job right now. It's not a comfortable feeling by any means, but I know this experience will make me a better teacher. Is this how most, if not all, teachers feel their first year?
On a lighter note, some friends of my mine from grad school told me about a great website called donorschoose.org where teachers can post up various projects for things they need. People from all over can then choose to donate to help make the project a reality. I am in the process of submitting a project to get my classroom a real rug. Right now my students are sitting on colored tape, not the best option for kindergartners as you can imagine. My students are always playing with the tape and I'm dreading how annoyed the custodians will be at the end of the year with the leftover tape residue. I got some great ideas for some temporary fixes to my rug problem, but I'm really hoping I can get a real rug in before 2013. Anyways, check out my donorschoose page here. Anything helps! :)
Enjoy the beautiful weekend and happy teaching!
I seriously feel like i'm listening to myself right now... I was JUST like you! I applaud you for teaching Kinder! That is one of the toughest jobs (that most people forget about!) Most of the time, Kinder is the first time kiddos have been a in a real class setting. Sorry to hear your management isn't going as planned. I was that way my first year and unfortunately, it never really improved as much. It was a pretty awful year! :( Hopefully, you came back on Monday (since this entry is old) and things worked a little better for you!
ReplyDeleteP.S. I just got a project on Donorschoose approved too!!
Thanks so much for the comments! Always happy to have new readers stumble upon my blog :). Hey, middle school is just as tough if you ask me! This week has been a slight improvement but I'm still finding my way. I got the rug delivered yesterday though. I can't believe how quickly they get the materials shipped! Congrats getting your project funded!
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